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2003-01-30 - 9:10 a.m. I had a dream last night about Mike. I dreamt I knew this girl he is engaged to & she was this super-skank who dates married men. I didn't like dreaming about that b.c. I haven't even been thinking about him or her or the both of them. I can say that over the past year I have developed a realistic point iof view regarding men--- they all suck. They don't call you back. (The ones that you aren't @ all interested in call you all of the time.) They lie. They will do/say anything to get into your pants. They get all excited about you then you get together then BOOM! They are all disinterested. And by "get together" I mean go out or meet up again. I don't even mean sex. Nowdays you don't even have to have sex to get a guy disinterested in you. Just call him a couple of times, act like you like them a tad, & sooner or later they will back off. This guy came into the store looking for Michelle yesturday. He met us about 2 weeks ago through a co-worker. He isn't anything great. Ok so anyway he comes in & goes up to Michelle & he stays there for like, over an hour. He leaves & Michelle says "come on. We are going on break." So this guy told Michelle he is into 3somes, he said has a huge peeyank which he wanted to show her, he pinched her on her ass, he said he is a freak, he said he wants sex all of the time....yada yada...John in fragrance who is gay says "Oh & he has been w/ a few guys I know!". Alright so this dude has been w/ a man. X on that. The point is ARE THERE ANY DECENT ONES LEFT ON THIS PLANET!!!!!?????? I mean my God! I don't think I can take much more. Finding a good guy is wearing me out. I am no longer impressed by anything. I don't get excited about dates. I hardly ever believe anything one tells me. Whatever. It is no longer in my hands. I just need to lift it up to the Lord & let him deal w/ it. Yes people. I do believe in God. I just need to show it more.
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