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2003-04-13 - 4:29 p.m. Matchbook Romance is a effing awesome band. Go get the new cd. I bought Atticus II-Dragging The Lake yesturday. There are some AWESOME bands on there---Thrice, H2O, Matchbook Romance, Finch, etc. Really good cd. I have also been trying to get the Drive-Thru Records DVD, but couldn't ever find it. FINALLY I went into Sam Goody yesturday & there it was, in all it's glory, like it was the only thing on the shelves. And I was quite suprised since this town has nothing when it comes to music. So yeah. I was excited. It is wonderful, too. Fucking-A. I had lunch w/ my friend, Issac yesturday @ this new Mexican place. Yum. I also bought a nice Puma shirt. I saw some great navy Dickies, but I passed. Then I went to look @ the shoes & found the Etnies I want. $59.99. Not as bad I thought. Next week. Mine. Can't wait. I haven't talked to Josh since ummm....hmmmm.....Thursday? Yeah. Thursday. I have sent him a few emails, just in case he is still @ the Deployment Center, but I assume he is gone. I hope he is well & not scared. He is going to be fine. Working on getting another place of my own. For sure. $$$$$$$ I need it. BAD. If I can make it through this month, which has been shitty as far as bills are concerned, then I should be able to pay a deposit & rent. So next month is saving time, b.c. I need a few things once I do get out of here. There are people working min. wage jobs w/ kids that live alone....so shit. I should be able to swing it. Hopefully. Remember Mary? Old friend of mine from like, last year? Yeah. She is pregnant. Yay. Great. WTF ever. I mean, I hope everything works out, but nah...I want no part. That is over. Mike & Mary & all of that is gone. No more. But the weather today made me think of those times. Going to Biloxi & hanging out @ the Lakefront. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss living there. But that's all. I miss nothing else. Hell. I have gotten my sanity back & that was what I was missing while I was there. Time does heal everything. Well....it makes it all more tolerable, & that in itself is great. I want the life I pretend to have. Each day I get closer. I am stronger. I am happy. I smile & laugh. I look good. I feel good. So yeah. shit should hit the fan sometime this week. You know how my up's & down's go.
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