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2003-05-31 - 10:20 p.m. Sorry I haven't written. I'm depressed. I have no energy. None. Key points from the last few days: * Work has been slow. I hate work now. I hate everyone I work with, too. Well, just the people in my counter. * Josh called this morning. And Thursday morning. Nice talks. They are "supposed" to be packing to leave on or around the 15th of June. We will see. Not sure how I feel about all of this yet. This is either THE best thing, or THE worst thing. No happy medium w/ this situation, I'm afraid. We both know what we want to come of this. Will it be like that though? That's the scary part. * My mom is here. You know. The drunken, manic-depressive lady who I was unfortuate to be born to? Yeah. That slut. She is here for I don't know how long. I want to eat nails, then go jump off of a very high bridge. Problem is, there isn't one around here. Fuck. * I have had Friday, Saturday, & Sunday off. I am so happy I could cry. Oh. And my check-engine light is still on. I don't have the money for that now. Also, I am mailing the box. It's only 18 lbs. And it shows how much I rock. Humph. Fuck it if it says I'm trying too hard. Would he rather me not try @ all???
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