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2003-07-12 - 5:43 p.m. This was written earlier, then I forgot to unlock this damn thing. D'oh! Yeah yeah yeah. I was gone too long. Not much to say today, except Josh is leaving the Army. That's right. He disrespected ANOTHER sergant dude, so now he is leaving. Which is what he wanted. He has to do 3 months in Germany, then he is home for good. I can't help but feel selfish & wonder where I fit in all of this. 1- b.c. he wanted to know if I thought I "could handle" all the shit back in Florida, him not having a job or anything & having to start over. Ummmm....This was going to happen sooner or later. He was going to have to go home @ some point. 2- I don't want to take up alot of his time/focus w/ this. He has to do 45 days of 'punishment' work in Germany. I don't want to get in the way. So again I am doing the supporting & the patting of the backs & the "it's going to be ok's". I hope, somewhere, it helps & it does some good. Oh yeah. I got written up @ work & I got a pay cut. This is the part where I want to raise my hand & my finger in a huge attempt to tell everyone to fuck off.
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