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2003-08-15 - 9:03 p.m. Soooooooo..... No. I'm not dead. I have been busy. Estee Lauder has been in gift for the past 2 weeks, so all of my time as been devoted to that. Work is the same. Stupid as ever. Josh & I are doing well. He is still in Germany. He has about 19 days left of special duty. After that, he can come home. Last week he popped the question....no, not THAT. He asked if I would come live w/ him in Florida. He has been thinking about it for a long time, apparently. I agreeed. I need out of Louisiana. I need advancement. Things were going great until I found HIS ONLINE PROFILE ON LOVEACCESS.COM!!!! That's right. A online profile. He sent me 2 pictures....
_________________________ I noticed the URL of one of them...followed a link....& BAM! There is my boyfriend, on the Internet, looking for someone (& I quote) who is Someone who's cute, funny, fun to be around,and isn't afraid to laugh.You have to be outgoing ,that's a major turn on for me.One who likes to party and meet new people.Someone who can handle their alcohol and isn't like mom. Puke. He is Punk music is my passion,so is playin guitar,and surfing.I love going out and having a good time wherever I am.I hate stupid people.So if you're one of them sorry for ya.Intelligent conversation is a must.Love you all.BYE I was hurt, understandably. I mean, the guy asked me to move, to leave my family & work for him. Then I come home to THAT??? I got so drunk that night. Oh. My. God. I was fucking tore up. I didn't care. Fuck it, right? I talked to him the next day & he said there wasn't anything to it. It was for shits & giggles. Fair enough. He took it down. I didn't expect that. Things have been good. Ahhhhhhh....but I get paranoid, this we all know. So. Guess whose profile is back up? mmhmm. I'm not bringing it up. He can eat a dick. We talk for hours everyday. He is working from 5:30 am to 12 am. Is he dating or something? Am I not enough? He tells me I'm amazing. I'm sooooo great. I have been what he has been looking for. So what's up w/ the profile then? Being a guy? He knows I know about it? Is he seeing if I'll notice? But I will not say anything about it. I just can't believe he put it back up. Fucker.
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