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2003-10-09 - 10:27 a.m. The spider bites are better. I went to the dr. Tuesday. The night before I was in alot of pain so I went ahead & got as much infection out as I could. By Tuesday, they were alot better, & today they are nothing more than spots. Spider bites....um...bite. They cost alot of money, too. Altogether, I spent about $300 on dr. visits & prescriptions. The fair is this week & next. I LOVE the fair. I am hoping it will be cooler but not raining. It rains every year during the fair. Last year I went w/ my sister & her friends. She didn't want to do anything, just go home. This year, no sister. She's @ a age where if you aren't a guy, she isn't interested in hanging out. We never do anything together anymore. We pass each other @ home, but never speak. I guess it happens. It is sad though. This is the last year we will ever spend together; she goes off to college next year. The weight loss thing is good. I haven't been excercising like I should. I'm either @ work or w/ Josh. But I still feel way better about myself. 50 lbs. changes a person, you know? It really does. While I'm not rail thin, I can look @ myself in the mirror & feel happy. I am happy. I'm totally happy. I have to work 12-9 pm today, I'm off tomorrow, work Saturday, off Sunday. Not THAT bad. I have really been thinking about getting a better job. I really like Estee Lauder & the makeup thing & Dillard's is alright, but the money....it's so not there. The hours, either. I don't know where I can go in this town, though. Chilli's...Target...Home Depot-that's all there is. My sales are so crappy right now, too. That's another thing. We have no business, noone is coming into the store, yet I have to maintain a sales per hour of @ least $40 to keep my job. Add 4 other people @ the counter w/ you w/ the same problem & it makes for a very drama-filled work area. Speaking of...I need to go. I don't want to be late, ya heard?
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